Obligatory new year round up for 2012 coming right up! Well well well it’s been long since i visited this dusty old treasure how are you tinytease it’s been hard for you hasn’t it these few months with me neglecting you? Losing a lot of followers and being stagnant for weeks on end.
Pretty much 2012 sucked. There’s nothing more to it, it just sucked. A whole turmoil and spirals and just a big pain in the rear. Definitely in the top 5 worst years i have ever experience. In fact it’s number 2 on the list, right behind 2008. It was bad and it felt like i just wasted a whole good 366 days.
Honestly speaking, 2012 made me lose myself and made me become this person that I am still getting used to. Do I like this new “me”? No definitely not but I have no idea how to change it or change myself. Do you get what I mean? The whole year’s experiences and things happening just made me become…. lost and uncontrolled…. a mess to sum it easily.
I don’t even want to talk about it really, I am just glad that 2012 ended and I ushered in 2013 in an awesome way with the people I love.
So to the people who made 2012 a royal pain in the ass, here’s a big fuck you to you.
But the people who coasted through 2012 with my, A, A, A, R, H thanks for the 11 years and more, the photog peeps especially K, V and S wouldn’t know what to do without you guys in photog, in exco and in the plane celebrating new year’s day sigh. To my sec school friends, W, R, T, J, F, A and S, thank you so much for sticking with me though we’ve had our transition periods of not hanging out together or not talking to each other or just walking past each other in the walkway not saying anything or keeping things and confessions inside (still though i am dying to say especially to one of you) so that it won’t destroy our friendship or make our friendships awkward, thanks for everything. To my JC classmates (and ex-classmates) especially to J & A may your love last a lifetime and I’m super sorry if I’ve not been hanging out or catching up with you guys but you guys know I’m still your number 1 fan okay. To A, this son of a gun who i unexpectedly got close to, thanks for the last push of motivation everytime I’m down and out and your utterly rubbish jokes.
So here’s to 2012, where love was lost and friendships were broken and family ties were strained and studies was just a wreck and to feeling like PMS-ing girl 24/7 for 7 days in a week 4 weeks in a month and 12 months in the year.
And to a better 2013.
This also coincides with the end of tinytease. I’ll comeback sure and reblog some stuff or post stuff once in awhile but I won’t be doing it as often as I did say a year ago.
But I really have you guys and this blog to thank for being the one sole emotional support for me to rant and vent and for me to not feel awkward and judged (although i know some of you are behind those glossy screens).
It’s been a good 5 years run and I would just like to thank every single one of you for sticking-by through these 5 years.
Goodbye, and keep on dreaming and believing.